January 2011
Alex got sunburnt today.
IT’S FUCKING JANUARY CHILD. Alex has really cool hair though so it’s alright.
The one in the checked shirt. I love his hair.
On Valentine's Day:
nicholashoultdaily:
What My Friends Will Be Doing:
What I’ll Be Doing:
I want to cry, just fucking cry. I want you here to cuddle me and say everything will be okay. Why is it now when your phone doesn’t work.
alphaswallows:
“i bet you’ve had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? yeah. i know that. i know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know… you’re with him. you’re his.”
When your mum says your neck looks grubby.
SORRY I HAVE NECK ROLLS.
I think I fall more in love with Gerard Butler in each film he’s in.
I’ll never be anything more than ‘cute’.
There are no words to paint a picture of you girl
Jack just told me he had bacon and now I want bacon. God damn it.
Feels weird, I want to text you but I’m sure you wouldn’t reply. This is for the best. If I miss you now, in a week I’ll have gone mental.
I hope this makes us better. I’m not leaving you, I never will leave you, you mean so much to me and I’m not willing to end our relationship. But we’ll be better. I love you.
Had the most disgusting dream last night. First of all it started with someone apologising to me which made me sad. Then someone killed my parents and trashed our house and tried to kill my Grandma but she was at the day centre so they only trashed the house. So I sent her and rusty up to live with my Auntie and I stayed in my nan’s house crying and loads of people came round to protect me...
I can’t believe I fell for your fucking sweet talk, I thought I meant something to you. I fucking can’t stand this. I can’t believe you don’t believe me.
breathe-2am-deactivated20110321 asked: If you want someone to talk to I'm here. I know you don't know me, at all, but sometimes it's better to talk to someone you don't know.
Chin up buttercup
xo
Chin up buttercup
xo
I feel so fucking ill, not cause I’m hungover as I didn’t drink much last night, I can’t believe you at all. Cannot.
Tonight was eventful. I enjoyed seeing and dancing with Jennie, made me happy.
My hair is pissing me off due to how much conditioner it took to remove the plastic in my hair, so it’s all soft and falling everywhere. Needing to curl it and fuck it over.
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Doubt I’m even going to go tonight. Mum’s in a bad mood and most likely won’t let me and I have no where to stay and I don’t fancy walking the streets alone so I’m just going to cry because I hate the lack of freedom I have.
Everyone will be getting incrediably drunk tonight and I’ll just be sat there with my juice like “hate life” it doesn’t take fucking much, but whatever you have a nice night getting pissed and sleeping in bed. I hope you’re happy
Nothings better than fruit and fibre in the morning, and then theres nothing better watching your cat try to eat it with her paw and then shoving her head in the cup to get the left over milk..
Connor was nibbling on my finger today in ICT and it felt extremely weird like a fish was nibbling not a human being, but it was a good weird so I made him continue for a good 5 minutes.
On Monday I’m going to harass my teacher to give me my first mock so I can improve my descriptive writing because it was a beautiful piece and it made me happy.
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Today was amazing; Just listening to the Halo soundtrack and kissing, the nice type of kissing though, the type of kissing that has meaning and makes your heart go all warm and funny and your body feel tingly. I liked it when you traced your fingers over my legs even though they make me sick, you don’t think the same way as I do though, you think they’re beautiful, you don’t...
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You was just looking at me as we walked and suddenly just said “God you’re beautiful”, I don’t know if you meant to say it or whether it was you thinking out loud but it was a wonderful feeling. I then replied with “even with my big red nose” and you kissed my cheek and simply said “even with your big red nose”.